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I have always been intrigued by the play Peter Pan. I believe in the power of focusing on the happy thoughts, because life seems to like to distract us from the happy very often. I mean these things mostly for my friends and family, and I express my love and admiration for them, because of all the happy thoughts I have in life, they are among those that make me soar the most.



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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Heart of the Home

I got a surprise call from my home ward bishopric last week.  Because there was a shortage of graduating priests in their ward, I was invited to give a talk on Mother's Day.  I thought I'd post it here, especially so my grandmothers and mother-in-law-to-be and grandmothers-in-law-to-be could read it too.  I titled my talk "Heart of the Home."  Hopefully my way of citing my sources is not too confusing.  This is the prepared manuscript, with a written concluding testimony added to it ( I usually don't write my testimony in at the end of a talk).

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To be honest, I feel a little overwhelmed by my assignment to speak today.  I pray for the Spirit to be here, and that I won’t get in the way of the message I hope the Holy Ghost intends to share with you today.
            
In a number of other countries, there is also a Children’s Day with its own festivities in addition to Mother’s Day and Father’s Day.  I recall asking someone once why we don’t have Children’s Day in America.  “It’s because every other day in the year is already Children’s Day.”  I believe my mother may have told me that.
            
Although there is some humor to that statement, I think that it is because there is much truth to it.  No one else in the world is as uniquely equipped to bless the life of a child as are the sisters in the church who know their roles in Heavenly Father’s plan.  They recognize that along with their husbands they have “a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, and to teach them to love and serve one another, observe the commandments of God, and be law-abiding citizens wherever they live.”  Fathers are called upon to preside, provide and protect their families, whereas mothers “are primarily responsible for the nurture of their children” (1).  Fathers are the head of the home—but when I think of everything my own mother has done for me, and what I have looked for in selecting an eternal companion, the best way I can describe what motherhood means to me is the calling to be the heart of the home--the center of love and tender affection that only a mother can give.
            
Being the heart of the home—being the mother in a family—is not necessarily glamorous, but it is glorious.  President David O. McKay taught us that “the noblest calling in the world is motherhood.  True motherhood is the most beautiful of all arts, the greatest of all professions.  She who can paint a masterpiece, or who can write a book that will influence millions, deserves the admiration and plaudits of mankind; but she who rears successfully a family of healthy, beautiful sons and daughters, whose immortal souls will exert an influence throughout the ages long after paintings have faded, and books and statues shall have been decayed or destroyed, deserves the highest honor that man can give, and the choicest blessings of God” (2).
            
Being a mother in Zion with a happy, healthy family that is strong in the Church is an ideal that is taught and encouraged.  I am grateful that this ideal is so strongly emphasized in the Church, because I consider myself to be a beneficiary of that emphasis.  However, life doesn’t always reflect the ideal.  Circumstances that arise due to the fallen nature of this world prevent many sisters in the Church from realizing this ideal the way they would expect or hope or pray for.  Sometimes they feel that their own imperfections too often get in the way of their divine duty, and they beat themselves up unjustly as a result. A day like today may be very hard on those who for whatever reason don’t feel like they are perfect or have perfect circumstances.  When I think of these sisters, I think of what Elder Quentin L. Cook once said:  “Our women are not incredible because they have managed to avoid the difficulties of life—quite the opposite.  They are incredible because of the way they face the trials of life.  Despite the challenges and tests life has to offer—from  marriage or lack of marriage, children’s choices, poor health, lack of opportunities, and many other problems—they remain remarkably strong and immovable and true to the faith.  Our sisters throughout the Church consistently ‘succor the weak, lift up the hands which hang down, and strengthen the feeble knees’” (3).  To that I would add that most often it is the most successful women in the Church that worry the most about their imperfections.  Remember that Nephi, perhaps one of the most obedient prophets of all time, called himself a “wretched man” (4).

I believe that whether the trial is great or small—and in my opinion, it’s often it’s the small trials that are often handled more poorly than the great ones—whether it’s singlehood in the adult years or temper tantrums from the children, or whether it’s death and disease or the daily drudgery of being a mother, or whatever imperfections the sisters we love so much have—the solution to dealing with all of them is the same.  Faith in Jesus Christ and trust in His love for everyone can help anyone find the peace in whatever circumstances they face.

My mother has had many opportunities in her life to learn about the patience required to find this kind of peace.  After me and my sisters were born, she went back to college and finished her education in order to become a teacher.  Balancing all the homework assignments, the projects, the papers, the seminars, the training courses, the weekly team meetings, the parent-teacher-conferences, the lesson plans, the test grading, and everything else associated with her job in addition to all the responsibilities she has as a mother and a member in the Church may sound complicated, but I have never felt ignored or abandoned by my mother.  Each of my sisters and I can say with confidence that it does not matter what Mom is doing at the time—when we need her, she is there.  Even if it means staying up a little later to get other things done, she will always make the time for us.

I felt this love especially on my mission in Slovakia.  I often felt overwhelmed by my responsibility to preach the gospel in a country that had only allowed the church in its borders a little more than a year before I arrived.  The emails that I would receive from my mother were filled with support and counsel that buoyed me up.  I read the following from one of her letters:  “…I have been thinking of all the things have to be grateful for.  At the top of the list is the gospel and my family.  It is easy to feel blessed when I think of these two things.  I love you very much and continue to pray for you and hope you can feel the support I am sending your way.  Really, it didn’t take very long for you to get to Europe and prayers are even faster.  Hopefully you can understand what I mean…we think of you, and the work you have been called to do, often, and we smile.”  I did feel those prayers, and I know that they made all the difference.

Before I continue, I must also say that my mother is not perfect.  She makes mistakes.  But she is my Mom, and for me and my family, she is as good as it gets.  There are many other qualities about my mother that help make our home a real temple, where I can feel the Spirit and draw closer to God.  When I returned from my mission, I tried to find someone like my mother—someone who loves shelves and shelves chock full of books for children to read, someone who deeply values education, someone whose nature demands that they reach out to others and bless their lives.  I wanted a Disney fan.  Above all else, I wanted someone who was as qualified as my mother to help raise my children to learn to love their Savior and to always have faith in Him.

When I first met Rebecca, I learned that she had traveled to places all over the  world—Belgium, China, Mexico, Japan—and had taught English as a second language to many people there.  In each country she learned to love her students as she served them.  On our first date I discovered that she has a hobby of collecting children’s books.  She has continued her education and is now in her master’s program in teaching English as a second language.  And she is a big Disney fan.

Rebecca also has given me permission to share the following.  I also learned while dating her that she has previously been married.  The first year of that marriage was healthy and happy and wholesome.  But as time progressed, her husband began to let go of vital gospel habits.  Family prayer, scripture study and family home evening, even the desire to begin to have children became less of a priority to her husband.  I will not go into the details, but eventually her husband made other decisions that led him to ask for a divorce.  Rebecca tried to do everything to salvage the marriage, but as time went on, it became clear that divorce was the best alternative for both Rebecca and her husband.

At this time in her life, unsure of what her future would be like, Rebecca Westwood could have chosen to become bitter.  She could have concluded that God must not have loved her.  She could have decided that going to church, prayer, and all her other gospel habits in the end did not help her.  She could have lost the fire of faith.

Rebecca did not lose that faith, however—rather, it was strengthened.  She humbly approached Heavenly Father in the spirit of prayer and fasting.  She drew support from her gospel habits, and she was surrounded by loving family and friends ready to love her and support her through this trial.  Even though her “happy ending,” in a manner of speaking, had been taken away from her, she found peace.  A spirit of forgiveness prevailed over her in the divorce process.  In the end, she said of this time that it was the best year of her life to date, and that she had never felt so close to God now as at any other time in her life.  Looking at her circumstances, one could ask how she could have the gall to feel at peace.  Some would say that she had no reason to feel at peace.  But Rebecca trusted her Heavenly Father, and He was all the reason she needed to feel at peace.  This is the strength of faith that I had been looking for.  I know Rebecca will be an amazing mother because she is already an amazing daughter of God.  I am very fortunate.

These kind of women—my mother, Rebecca, my grandmothers, and others like them—inspire the rest of us to become better than we would be otherwise.  President David O. McKay observed the same effect from his fiancée while they were engaged.  He wrote to her once:

“Do you know that since I truly loved, I can better understand why the gallant knights of old always had a lady love to fight for.  The very thought of pleasing her would nerve their arms, steel their swords, and make their courage dauntless.  Each one would try to develop the best strength and activity that he could possibly reach that he might be more worthy of the approbation of his lady.  Nobility of character, too, the best would prize, that they might merit the companionship of those, who, they thought, possessed the truest and purest of souls” (5).

I bear testimony that the mothers in my life--all the mothers in my life--have inspired me to do and be better. They are daughters of God.  This Church is led by Jesus Christ, and He does watch over us all, and one of the best manifestations of His divinity and His compassion for us are our mothers.  In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

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(1) The Family:  A Proclamation to the World, First Presidency and Quorum of the Twelve Apostles of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, 1995.

(2) Teachings of the Presidents of the Church:  David O. McKay, Chapter 16: The Noble Calling of Parents
       
(3) 2011 April General Conference, LDS Women are Incredible! Sat. Morning Session – Quentin L. Cook

(4) 2 Nephi 4:17, The Book of Mormon  

(5) Teachings of the Presidents of the Church: David O. McKay, Chapter 14: Preparing for an Eternal Marriage and Family

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